Scars and Souvenirs

Youre my constant reminder
My shadow of my past
like an omnipresent being
that haunts me 'till this day
when I turn around you dissapear
But when i forget you torture me
Like a never ending cycle
You enjoy toying with me
My scar and souvenir
Why cant you just dissapear?
Leave me alone and let me breathe
Im traped under your grasp
and Im drowing in your gaze
Your apathy is my nightmare
The game you play with me
and i openly invite you in
You've taken my innocence
and stolen my joy
My scar and souvenir
why cant you just dissapear?
I learned my immortal
you live without shame
You laugh without mercy
You spit in my face a poison
Im caught in this hollowness
Im alone in this silence
my scar and souvenir
why cant you just dissapear?
youre inside of me
like some kind of master
Just tell me its over
Laugh at me one last time
muster those words ive so longed
if they mean freedom
If i close my eyes
will you leave me alone?
My scar and souvenir
will you ever dissapear?