I Have Fallen

I have fallen
My wings have feathers
My wings are neither black nor white
But a mixture of both grey
People see me as sweet and annoying
I’m seen as a saint and as a thief
My heart is not pure nor is it evil
I’ve lived and now must pay for what I’ve done
I’ve sinned and done good deeds
I’m a loner I pay for what I’ve done alone
I’ve loved and killed
I’ve been to heaven and hell
To good for one and evil for the other
I’ve fought for what’s right
And done what’s wrong
I’ve seen the light and been in the dark
I do not live in heaven nor in hell
I walk among you unnoticed
I’m damned for eternity
I am a fallen angel