You Threw It Away

Why do I feel like crying?

Is it so hard to see?

That I had already stopped trying,

I no longer care,

About you and me.

You say all these things,

And I will laugh if they were true,

You clipped my wings,

Made me fall,

But everything’s about you.

So you can sit there on your thrown,

And think that you have won.

Your feelings for her,

I will never condone.

She is only a bit of fun.

No you don’t deserve me,

And honestly you never did.

It’s only now that I can see,

You are just a little kid.

I knew I never loved you,

I tried but never could.

I bluffed my way through,

And did everything I should.

So I’m not sure how I’m feeling.

I just know my head is pounding.

This situation has left me reeling,

The sirens are now sounding.

Closing my mind is easy,

Why bother to change my mind?

Your attempts are weak and measly,

Why is it now that I am one of a kind?

I don’t really care about you anymore.

My good intentions fall to the floor.

And you are wiped away,

Clean from my memory.

You’re the one that gave it away.