Inner Darkness

Shadows surround me, I fight against the devouring darkness but it swallows me whole.
My strength dwindles away as the darkness over powers me.
I look around to find the light to flee from the darkness but no light could be found.
The walls of darkness close in on me as I try murmur a sound,
But no noise makes it past my lips as I pound against the walls of darkness trying to free myself by shattering the darkness that holds me captive from escaping to the light freeing my heart and soul.
Tears start to stream down my face as I know I can't escape the darkness alone.
I fall to my knees in defeat hoping someone would come & save me but,
I know I am alone, no one will come setting me from my devioring darkness.
Which I realize my most inner fear, that the darkness & me are one,
because it devours inside my heart & soul.
I can't escape the darkness when its traped deep inside of me.
Part of my most inner being.
So long, I have waited in the darkness waiting for someone to call my name.
But......
No one comes, no one calls to set me free from my darkness by mending my heart & wiping my tears away.
Does anyone know I am lost?
Or......
Does anyone care to save me from myself?
I look down at my hands as hope leaves me while hopeless-ness appears binding my heart in dispeair & I see my hands are covered in blood as faint shimmering light shines breaking throught the think darkness, I try to scream..
But yet again I can't utter a word.
I look up over to the fait shimmering light, I try to push myself to my feet but I have no streangth to follow the light out of the darkness.
But..
I reach my right hand out despertly hoping someone will see me, towards the light as it fades away,
My hand slowly falls to the ground as I am surrounded in complete darkness again as my chance to ecape the darkness disapears.
I can no longer hold myself up as my body falls limp to the ground while my face is wet from shedding tears of blood.
I finally mange to murmur out a few words in pain left alone in my eternal darkness.
"P...Please don't l..leave me!"

I am not sure if you would call this a poem but poems don't always rhyme but have meaningful words that are heart felt into many words of the author’s feelings about something or someone in their lives.
This is about my sadness I feel at times when life becomes hard & when I have no control over some of the things that happen or have happened to me.
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