Amethyst Blues

Blue is the color of amethyst skies
when rain drops fall clearly in a shower of sighs
and this apathy has bred nothing but a blanket of tears
more from frustration than any lingering fears.
The emotions crescendo and I'm strung out on hate
for myself, not for others. I fear it's too late
to make it all better with a smile and soft touch,
because my amethyst blues will always be such
a turn off.