beyond the fence

i see nothing but my yards fence
i have not gone past it
i stay within its defence
i cant help but wonder in my mind
what events or discoverys
lie behind
i want to see through
gain the knowledge that i lack
i cannot see very much
for i am only brave enough
to look through the cracks
i am afraid to go through
i dont know what lies through there
having no positive belief
to hold on to
until i develope the courage to step out
even if the time is only breif
i would gain the small amount of imagery
good or bad
with the images i had
i would be able to deside
whether i should step out for a longer time
and leave my fear for what out there behind