Cheating

I love him.
He's perfect it seems.
I'm unhappy though.
So to my other man.
We kiss and all.
Its over quickly.
He leaves. My love comes.
I feel terrible.
A cheater I am.
I feel trapped in this relationship.
though I stay.
Not wanting to hurt him because Iove him.
If I love him why did I cheat.
This other man I did it with.
He does not love me or care about.
But my love does.
Perfect it all started out as.
Then I did this and pain I bring.
Hurt.
Lies.
and Sorrow.
Cheating.
Brings all kinds of pain.