Choosing between two paths

Siliently I walk letting out an immortal breath with each step
I glance at our hands connected by our interlocked fingers
We are two opposites mortal and immortal
I cherish our forbidden love
I am the summer queen partner to the summer king
I struggle as I am pulled in two different directions wanting him and loving you
If only i wasn't meant to be the king's partner for eternity
I shudder to think what would happen if I'd meet him before my mortal
The thought that us being together would strengthen the court wasn't reassuring
He'd let her go his love to be with me
To strengthen the court
I prayed that whatever my decision was my heart wouldn't be broken in the process
I was at a loss with what to do
Siliently I walked hoping that everything would be sorted out in time