New Me

I have to admit that it is true that out of sorrow comes happiness,

Because I've enver felt so alive since the whole mess.

I have this guy that makes me laugh harder then i ever did with you,

And it doesn't mean you weren't enjoyable, too.

It just means that he knwos me and likes me for me,

And he doesn't have to lie to himself to make us believe.

When he smiles it's like my heart starts pumping all over once more,

And when he laughs I never feel sore.

Little did I know that this man, once my friend,

Would utlimately bring me out of my end.

And I know it's too early to tell anything,

But I am having fun and that says something.

I promise to be honest with him,

Because I've learned not to pull the same prank as you and sin.

He's so gorgeous, it makes my chest ache;

He's the one person who pulled me out of the grave.

Maybe someday we can be friends,

But that'll only happen when hell freezes over and when heaven's next.

Goodbye, Anthony.

I don't think about you fromt his point on.

Have fun playing in the shadows on the other side fo the pond.