Dear Diary

Dear Diary,

My world is crashing again.
Pretty shattered shards everywhere.
If I could scream, I would.
If I could run, I would.
Run from this crashing world.
Run from disaster.

Dear Diary,

It can't be true!
It just isn't me.
I've never been like this before.
There's gotta be something wrong.
This cannot be right.

Dear Diary,

Oh lord, it is right.
And now I'll never be happy.
Never have the family I want
Never have the love from my family again
I'll lose my friends
My coworkers.
I'll lose everything I'm afraid of losing
Everything...

Dear Diary,

I can't remember where those pages came from.
Maybe I was dreaming.
Yes, I'm sure I was.