Deserving something... but not this.

I once said "God, don't I deserve something good in my life? Just for once?" I searched and searched for a long time, but when I stopped- you came into my life.
So that day I prayed a different prayer.
Instead of kneeling down asking for something good to happen, I kneeled down to say, "God, how could you give me something so great when I don't deserve it?"
And everytime I think of you, I still say it.