fade in darkness

the flowing darkness,
it engulfs me
swallowing me whole,
shivers stream down my spine,
my eyes feel dizzy,
shots of pain run through my head
not sure
of anything...
flashes come in my head
telling me something,
the flow goes on and on
tieing my life together
things stir,
leaving me alone
changing me in ways,
i just can't understand.
why?
why is my life fading from me?
whats the point to live on?
am i dieing?
i try steering my mind
back to me
so i can think
....
nothing happens
i feel a change happening within me,
sending me somewhere
keeping me there.