Thinking

Tired and nervous
Weary and sinking

Thinking away my life
Getting a nice head ache
All those pleasant thoughts

The same ones that bring a smile to my lips
Anger to my eyes
The butterflies

Overwhelmed and slipping
Breaking and falling

Emotions keep building
Numbness is upcoming
All those wonderful thoughts

The ones that made me laugh
Scream out loud
Bid my time

Crashing and bleeding
Huffing and wheezing

Waiting for some one
Regaining an identity
All those indescribable thoughts

That are for dancing
crying for hours
Climbing back up

So goodbye
and so long
to what i thought i knew
because thinking brings pain
and melancholy

lets end this one on a different note as i dance into the moon light