Poem for my friend who passed away.

If i smile will you look at me?

If i smile will you not see the pain in my eyes?

The sadness that i keep in side but never speak.

He would always see through me but is no longer here with me.

All of the unspoken words i never found the time to say but i knew you needed to hear.

How much you really meant to me you'll never know, but ill always keep close to my heart all the memories we shared.

So suddenly taken away its like someone violently woke me from a dream. I rub my eyes still blurry, trying to see where i am. Then i realize my eyes aren't blurry from waking but from tears.

How many years has it been since i last cried i guess im really not dreaming.

I try to call but no one answers, so i run to your house but no ones home, so i look up at the sky and say good bye.