Over Again

I thought it was over.
I thought I made it true.
But every time I keep trying,
Harder I fall through.

I thought you were the one.
I thought you made it be.
But every time I look around,
You're not the thing I see.

I thought I was alive.
I thought I was awake.
But now I'm just standing by,
Looking at my mistakes.

I thought I was living,
For me to drift away.
But now that I realize,
No other time I may.

I thought it was all over.
I thought that I had conquered.
But here I go over again,
From the start it all begins.