Memoirs of thinking of Suicide
I am Trapped in the dark
Feel so alone
.
Help has been sought
But desperation has grown
.
Wanted by none
And knowing it well
.
This deep pit of dispair
Is where I have fell
.
Gaze at the gun
One loaded out of six
.
Roll the cylinder
Let the fates take thier pick
.
Put the gun to my head
Close my eyes tighten my finger
.
BANG
.
My body collapses
But my spirit still lingers
.
I watch as they enter
My room in a run
.
I then start to sink
The fires feel like the sun
.
I didnt believe
That hell was for real
.
But to kill ones self
I guess is a big deal
.
But even as I sink
I stop and start to think?
Feel so alone
.
Help has been sought
But desperation has grown
.
Wanted by none
And knowing it well
.
This deep pit of dispair
Is where I have fell
.
Gaze at the gun
One loaded out of six
.
Roll the cylinder
Let the fates take thier pick
.
Put the gun to my head
Close my eyes tighten my finger
.
BANG
.
My body collapses
But my spirit still lingers
.
I watch as they enter
My room in a run
.
I then start to sink
The fires feel like the sun
.
I didnt believe
That hell was for real
.
But to kill ones self
I guess is a big deal
.
But even as I sink
I stop and start to think?