Hateful Failure

You've fucked up,your words are stale
I tried to help,I tried to bail.
But you wouldn't listen,you thought I was wrong.
The words from my heart spilled out like a song

You've said your goodbyes so long ago
Do I miss you at all?I can't say no.
I miss the fact that you were there,
and now I'm alone,and now I stare

I know that I'm not missed
I know that you don't care
And that's what makes me pissed
That I'm the girl that sheds a tear

I know that you've failed me
But I've failed myself as well
I know the hate I've given you
I'm taking straight to hell

I agree that I am hateful
I've noticed it everyday
But you don't know me at all
This is what I have to say

I've been raised as a failure
I'm never good enough
You told me to hang in there
But I'm really not that tough

My smile is as fake as plastic
My heart is ripped to shreds
My eyes are droopy and tired
You wonder why I act so dead

Well,here's the story,darling
You thought your life was bad
I don't know if that's true or not
But you don't know why I'm sad

I'll tell you why I'm sad
I'm alone in this dark,cruel place
With nobody standing by me
Scars covering my face