Turn Back Time

If I could turn back time
I would have stopped you
leave the present behind
Live in the past
Love, and make it last
I never thought it would be this hard
And now you are making it worse
You regret the decision you made
I can not take this unbearable curse
I sleep in your shirt every night
Huddle in it
Hold on so tight
Both my brothers are gone
and now I am left alone
No one understand the pain I keep
bottled up inside
Out of all our family
I hurt me the most
You were my blanket of security
My stability slows
Does anyone see me
the cracks on my heart grows

And now she is distressed
You know what that means
I become her emotional punching bag
once again
She takes it out on me
Why am I the one to blame
Can't she see
She is lighting the flame

He takes it out on me as well
The pressure builds up
My heart is starting to swell
SHout and argue
then they take it back
A broken heart sewn up and glued

If I could turn back time
I take it all back
I'd take all the fights
I miss all the laughs
Brother she is not right
She stole you away
From right under my nose
I don't even know you today
My memory is starting to close
I wish I could live in the past
To cherish what I had
I never knew it was so much
Untill it became broken glass
My mosaic of a heart
faintly beats
As I am left alone in the dark

Brother I wish you were here
I know its for the best
But it's the worst that I fear
My emotions are at test
When you hestitated
I almost dragged you down
In the end you stood by your committment
For that I am proud
When you hugged me for the last time
I said it aloud
I wonder if you even heard my statement of pride

If I could turn back time
I would take it all back
I wish I could
Live forever in the past
let go, I know I should
Maybe if I turned the clocks
Everything will change
Go back to the simpler time
In my younger days