Guilt

Guilt (11)
I am not a perfect human,
I can’t do everything right.
Yet, I will try,
To be perfect.
But deep in my heart I know,
It is impossible.

Sometimes I try my best,
Still, I fail.
No, I can’t do it right.
I want you to accept my apologizes,
To know that I’m sorry.

But now, I don’t.
No matter how guilty I feel,
No matter how my heart ache.

I will only stare blankly at you.
Like I don’t care,
Like you’re not there,
…Like a soulless puppet.