Monster In Me

I can feel it clawing inside of me, going insane,
Starting in my stomach then leading to my brian,
Creating inside me this unwanted pain and rage,
And everyone is afraid of me when this monster takes stage,
I try to get rid of It with cuts and tears,
But It just laughs and sneers,
Bleeding on the inside and out,
This demon screams, "I want out!"
I close my eyes and wish it away,
Looking in my heart, to God I pray,
"Why talk to him? God doesn't listen to you." the monster will say,
A little bit of me dies every day,
I'm afraid to see what this monster might be,
Then I look in the mirror and realize it's me.