Mess

I can't walk in a straight path
I'm breathing heavily
I can barely stand up
I wasn't running
But it finally got to me
It's finally sunk in
I won't ever have you

I'm such a mess right now
I have lost it
Laughing at serious things
And running
So this is what losing it feels like
I always wondered
Now I wish I didn't know

I'm surprised I fallen apart completely yet
I laid down on the floor
Called the best friend I could
And woke her up
She understood completely

I'm such a mess right now
I have lost it
Laughing at serious things
And running
So this is what losing it feels like
I always wondered
Now I wish I didn't know

I'm surprised I haven't fallen apart completely yet
I might be able to cry
If I wasn't eating Triscuits now

I'm such a mess right now
I have lost it
Laughing at serious things
And running
So this is what losing it feels like
I always wondered
Now I wish I didn't know

She understood completely