I'm...

Crying in the distance
Hiding from the pain
Looking in the sky
Wishing it would cry

Longing for your touch
Missing your voice
Living without you
Without any choice

Drowning in a world of hurt
Controlling my pain
Staying strong for others
Acting perfectly sane

Crying myself to sleep,
every single night
A war to say alive
A battle we must fight

Cant think streight
Can barely breathe
From this stupid place
I wish to leave