Ish hasse Sie

I'm giving myself mixed signals here
one moment I love you and another I don't
this is what I knew I would fear
I will not give up, I can't, I just won't

for all the moments where I want you gone
and then I hear our song and it brings back the temptation
moving back and forth like a chess pawn
can't you sense my frustration?

Ich hasse Sie
I'm afraid I might be..
or maybe I just want you to love me,
I need out, I need to be set free