So it Shall Be.

I’m not sure what to say to you. I don’t think I could really live without you. Yet, living with you breaks me to pieces. I worry about us. I worry about you. I don’t know if I can do this any longer. You’ve helped me in so many ways. You don’t even know, do you? You may read this, and never know that I am speaking of you. And so it shall be.

Sadly, though I love you. Over time, we will fade from each other’s memory. It pains me to think about it. Truly, even now, I would rather seek death, then the end of us. As I think about it now. I wish for my death now. For, that way, I may not fade from your memory. Is a bittersweet memory, better then a faded one?

It seems strange to me now. I’ve gain so much with you, yet, I feel like I’ve lost everything. What I haven’t lost, I will soon lose. But, maybe, you’re worth it. I love you more then this world. Even as you forget, no matter how much it hurts. I never wish for you to leave my memory. For you have made me a better person. Without you, I will cease to be.