Painful Love - 1

What is the feeling of love
Is it something to be afraid of or respect
Do we hide under it or rise above
Do we take care of it or perform neglect

I am wondering in my deepest thoughts
What I should do about this love
I have fought the feeling, it was a worthy shot
But I don’t feel free like a flying dove

My heart aches for this beautiful girl
Maybe, that’s what love is
To me she is the whole wide world
Oh how I ache for just one soft kiss

And what of love and all its citizens
Brainwashed and mindless
Maybe, love just is something that represents
True and utter happiness

Nonetheless I’ve cried and cried
Wishing for this beautiful girl
There were many things that I have tried
To capture her, and make her my world

With heavy heart I come to pass
Into my dark haven
Drowning down wine in a glass
I realize that I’ve lost and became craven

And lo! My heart does ache
How I wish for this pain to end
I’m nothing but an utter fake
Lost to darkness without a friend

Held in the dark’s hind sights
I make ready for my death
It stares at me, knowing what is right
So I take my last breath

And thus I awake with a pounding chest
Unaware of my surroundings
Fearful to the speedy breaths
My heart was the one sounding:

My heart aches for this beautiful girl
Maybe, that’s what love is
Nothing else in this torturous world
Can amount to just one soft kiss
For what of love and all its citizens
Brainwashed and mindless
Maybe, love is something that represents
True and utter happiness
Thou have escaped my hand
Beautiful princess
I’ll find you, love, in this barren land
A promise for that one soft kiss