something bad is happening

When something happens to me you always say
"it's no big deal, you'll get over it any way!"
You sit there waiting for me against the wall
just to hug me when I call
something’s happening to you while with me
Is this what it’s supposed to be?
I don't know if I can stand to lose you
it would be the end of me too
There’s something wrong with me you say
but where's the end of the day?
one thing I do know is what’s happening is something bad
there’s the only thing I can't do is heal you so I am sad
here’s what I know from what I see
something bad is happening