What is wrong with me

Everyday its something new
is it something i do
no one wants to be near me
is it just me or is it meant to be
i'm left in the dust
untill i finally start to rust
something is not right
because of this i lay awake at night
its like they don't care
am i a bear?
i don't know whats what
but am i a nut?
its different every day
they never know what to say
i'm a monster inside, is this what i'm meant to be?
today i wonder whats wrong with me?