She Isn't Okay.

I hold you close,
I'm so so scared,
I want to kiss you,
This isn't fair.

I was so ready,
You didn't do it!
I wanted you to,
And I think you knew it.

But you're probably right,
We're not meant to be,
But maybe thats because
You don't even know me.

I think I know you,
But each thing's a surprise.
Did I ever tell you,
You have adorable eyes?

And it scares me,
This shouldn't feel right,
But those times, laid in bed,
Me holding you tight...

They were better than ever,
And I'll never know,
She's the one I love,
But I like you so.

Who would've thought?
You, and me?
Everybody did,
Except me, actually.

But you did, you mentioned it.
But I've been so blind.
And now, jesus christ,
I can't get you off my mind.