Thy Angel

I have a grave sickness,
Today i shall die.
The lifesupports gone,
And i drift away.

I wait for thy angel,
To lift me, take me up,
To go to a better place,
Where i may stay.

I am but nineteen,
I had no life,
It was that car crash,
That ruined everything.

But where is thy angel?
When is my time?
I wait in the darkness.
For thy angel of light.

Now i dout It will come,
Now i think i shall remain,
In this dark prison,
With no iron bars,
No high fences,
Just the black domain.

I should have made my life mean somthing,
Done somthing to help,
Not watched TV or shop.
Shop till i dropped.

So how did i get here?
Why is there no angel.
No angel of light.
Oh where is thy angel?

Am i a sinner?
With no angel?
With no light?

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