Words

You ignore it at first
Then it becomes too loud to ignore.
You feel like breaking into shattered glass.
Words are just words if you don't look.
I could say 'hate' and you'd shrug.
I could say 'real' and you wouldn't be shocked.
I could say 'When is it my turn to be happy?'
You wouldn't listen.
I think I may be losing my mind.
If only you knew the meaning.
The blood, tears, and pain in the words.
Words.
To you they're just words.
To me they are everything.