Pills.

You are like a pill,
I don't want you, I need you.
If I'm without you, I feel lost.
If I taste you, I feel guilt.
You blow me away.
You show me things I've never seen before.
You make me feel good.
But sometimes you make me feel bad.
I blame you for my misbehaviour.
I take you to forget.

You are like a pill,
But I'm to affraid of rehab.
Scared of being locked up, and watching time go by.
Knowing you'll destroy me.
But taking you each weekend.
Falling into a sea of colors.
Swimming like a dolphin, but not knowing how to swim.

You are like a pill.
I really need to hate you.
I tell you that I like you.
But I really love you.
And I just can't let go.