Frozen in Time

my heart isn't dead
it's just to too painfull to feel
so it shut down
and doesn't feel at all
it learned not to care
it learned to be still
so blood isn't pumping
and i'm just a corpse
i'm a good actor now
i can smile at will
but my smiles are meaningless
so don't believe them
so here my heart lies
frozen in time
no heat to melt it
from it's icey state
my hearts in a coma
and it refuses to awake