It's for him

Don't ask me how am I and why am I like this.
Questions don't solve anything they just open up the doors of ignorance and lead on to maze of unknown.
I need you to exist, that your presence is here, not only by spirit.
Just wait in silence for insanity of my nature to pass.
Maybe I ask you for words but that's not what I need.
Words are delusions, they don't tell what they should.
We're gonna understand each other when we stop talking and start communicating with signs.
Just one sign of your tendency is what i really need.
To show that you care, even if you don't understand me.
I don't know how you'll show it, you're going to, but don't say anything.
In the sound of silence you can here many things.
If I tell you these are my feelings I know that you would be even more confused.
But do we have to know everything?
It's there but do we have to know why?
Do you accept this?
Do you accept the rules of this person, her soul?
I hope so.
Maybe it will all come to you some day.
Maybe even now you understand.
I know I don't...