My Heart Is Breaking

My heart is breaking,
He has her, not me.
I wish he wouldn't look at me,
It only makes the pain worse.
Everywhere I look,
They're smiling and in love.
I saw him on the first day,
But he was looking at her.
I try my best to get over it,
But nothing works.
My heart beats faster,
Anytime he looks my way.

My hopes are mean,
But I can't shake them.
I can't do that to her,
If my hopes do come true.
She's my friend,
I would never let him cheat.
I want it so badly,
But making her heart broken,
Isn't any better.

Hoping isn't going to do anything
It only makes the pain hurt more
When they don't come true.
He never talks to me,
I don't talk to him.
Then why do I want him,
So badly?
The heartache hurts,
But it's the right thing to do, right?