Fading Lights

The tears shed from my eyes, running down my cheek
The blades sharp along my skin so deep
The blood poring out feels so real,
But the only thing, I have of him
Is my dreams.

Sobs come from my lips, as the tears come thick and fast,
How could he do, what he did to me
I still don’t know
How could he break my heart
And never know he ever did
How could the love of my life just walk out on me
And never know.

The lights are fading, and breathing shallow
Will make it now so he will know
I'm stronger now without him or so I think
All the lights have faded because of him
Then I hear my name as I fall to the floor
Too weak now again to lift my head
To match the face to the voice.
My vision blurs
And I find him in my nightmares.

Red surrounds me as he shouts my name
Trying to reach out at another game
I loved him too much that I couldn’t cope
This is what I became when I came off dope

His arms wrapped round me pulled me back
He said he’d always love when he was dressed in black
In another crowd he couldn’t care less
This made my life a mess

Then here we are both on the floor
Such a love story said someone as they came though the door
We never saw the light again
Hidden in the darkness to live our lives
No more guns no more knives.