So This Is What It Feels Like

So this is what it feels like,
to have someone so close to you,
just destroy you from the inside out.

So this is what it feels like,
to have two of your best friends,
lie right to your face.

So this is what it feels like,
to have a good trust,
so easily broken.

So this is what it feels like,
to feel as though nothing,
can ever be right between them.

So this is what it feels like,
to have that worry flow,
all throughout your body.

So this is what it feels like,
to not know if you'll ever rekindle,
the close friendship you had.