A Broken Heart

I turn my head to the left
What's there to accept
‘He jests at scars that have never felt a wound’
Will it be over soon?

No matter how hard I try
I just want to cry
My hands balled up in fists
I'm just pissed.
I let out a sigh
I say I don't know why
I'm just not made to say good-bye
I'm not sorry but it's not a lie

This is my life
But I'm not willing to take a knife
Over looked and left out
I just want to shout
The tears that flow
When will it slow?
They are the map of my past
But how long can this last

My heart lays broken
This is my token
As you take a breath
I say no to death
There's no wishful thinking
It's not as easy as blinking
My life is this
It's sure not bliss

Misery in my past
How long will it last
In my future there is destruction
When will it undergo construction?
Broken in defeat
What's there to beat?
Wounded there are no scars
You'll never be behind bars

No better than the plague
Don't try to engage
There's no getting better
You can't run forever
A broken heart
Is only the start