Choking On The Lies
I walk by you, you know i am there but you do not look, you do not see me.
When you chose to look, when you chose to see me you see something fake, the fake smile, fake happyness.
They ask me if i care, they ask me if it hurts to see you, to see you with her.
I tell them no, I tell them it does not hurt, it makes me happy to be away from you, it makes me happy to be single.
They look me in the eyes and some belive, and some don't, some know me to well and see the lies, see the pain, others just chose to think what they want, Then there is you, you look at me you wounder to your self, does she miss me, does see cry at night to the moon, Does she, does she care?
I want to scream, scream i miss you, i want you, but i hold it back, i choke back the tears, choke back the screams, I can't let you know, I can't tell you everything any more, but i guess i never really could, i guess i just wanted to belive it was not a lie.
When you chose to look, when you chose to see me you see something fake, the fake smile, fake happyness.
They ask me if i care, they ask me if it hurts to see you, to see you with her.
I tell them no, I tell them it does not hurt, it makes me happy to be away from you, it makes me happy to be single.
They look me in the eyes and some belive, and some don't, some know me to well and see the lies, see the pain, others just chose to think what they want, Then there is you, you look at me you wounder to your self, does she miss me, does see cry at night to the moon, Does she, does she care?
I want to scream, scream i miss you, i want you, but i hold it back, i choke back the tears, choke back the screams, I can't let you know, I can't tell you everything any more, but i guess i never really could, i guess i just wanted to belive it was not a lie.