Always and forever?

I think about you now
And i so deeply wonder, "how?"
I look at you;
Your smile so untrue.
And i ask, "Always and forever?"
You say "yes,"
But you whisper "Never..never.."
Never Ever Ever.
What happened to true love?
To dreaming of going to heaven above?
You ruined my life
By giving my the knife.
I'll leave you now.
I do not know how.
You'll feel my pain someday.
Those who deserve it must pay.