Angels are envious, i know they are

I look at you and I think
That the angels in heaven are jealous
I think of you and I wonder
Can we ever be together?
I wonder about you and I notice
That your smile gleams past hatred and gloom
I notice you, and I’m entertained
That you can have all the fun you want and still be pure at heart
I’m entertained and I still look at you
The way I always do, as a friend
I look at you and I think
Will that ever change?
I think and I cry
Because I don’t want you
I need you