I thought it was safe.

The words still ring in my head. The memories still vivid in my mind.
The ink dries on the page. The lips touch, I feel sparks. Feelings grow.
My heart pounds, our bodies connect. The shell around my heart falls away as I let you in.
I though it was safe. My walls crumble of my own doing, I thought it was safe.
My own stupidity brought this tidal wave of pain. The unstoppable flow of tears that was caused by your actions but allowed by my feelings for someone not worth feeling for.
How could I be so stupid?