Maybe I've mistaken myself for someone who cares

What if I told you
That everything you’re fighting for
Will leave you without a thought or (regret)
And what if I showed you
The real reason
the sun comes up
If its only
If its only that, that matters
Would you still be around?
If you told me
If you told me from the start
That it would seem like this,
What else did I miss.

Every day Of the life that I dread
Passes by, and I don’t know what comes next
Standing here, or should I chase you down the road
But it’s too torturous and corroded
(I swore I’d never care)
Again!
What have I gotten myself into
Again!
I guess there’s nothing else to do
But Why?
Am I still here, waiting, contemplating
Are you worth the wait,
Are you worth the fight
God, please please please
Tell me what I’m doing is right.