Escape Route
Watching the smiles,
The laughter, the craziness
Makes me wonder how I could ever say a word
It hurts inside to wonder how I could break it to them
Without ruining another one of their nights.
Arguing with myself again
I don't know what to do anymore
Certain things seem clearer to me now
Things that I thought vanished into the darkness
Things I wish I never thought about at all
Another one of those escape routes.
I wish this never happened
I wish that I would find a way out of this mess
But this plan seems to be the only answer
It's the only thing that makes sense.
The laughter, the craziness
Makes me wonder how I could ever say a word
It hurts inside to wonder how I could break it to them
Without ruining another one of their nights.
Arguing with myself again
I don't know what to do anymore
Certain things seem clearer to me now
Things that I thought vanished into the darkness
Things I wish I never thought about at all
Another one of those escape routes.
I wish this never happened
I wish that I would find a way out of this mess
But this plan seems to be the only answer
It's the only thing that makes sense.