Forbidden Desire.

Is it wrong to imagine such things?
Such a close friend, a neighbor?
Someone not even available to be thought about?

Wondering what could have been,
Would have been if it wasn't
for my old standards.

It was such a big deal to save it,
But now that it's gone for good,
it no longer matters to me to wait.

Now, it's hard to believe
that as his hands explored my skin,
and I was filled so deeply with desire,
As he slowly warmed me up,
had me craving to soak up
all the pleasure he could create,
As he reached for the opening,
when he would start to give me
the greatest way to heal,
I said no.