Blind

He warned me
He showed me signs that I just ignored
I thought we were fine, that we were alright
His smile I used to adore
I stand here and stare as the warnings passed through my mind.
He faked it all
How was I blind?
My eyes they used to see the lies.
My heart it got in the way.

I stand here in my bedroom exactly at midnight.
The snow is the last I'll see before I have to do this
I'd rather go blind then watch him cheat and lie
Instead of a blade
Instead of a gun
I use my fingernails to pry my eyes out
I lay here dead in the snow
I fell out of my window

The snow is red and I am dead all because I was blind all along.