My Last Regret

You busted down my emotional blockade,
I confided in you and supported every decision you made.
We laughed, I cried, we argued.
We'd been, we'd seen, we'd gone through,
Everything.
My mind raced, my heart paced, my blood pressure rose,
I was fed up with your games, we'd hit an all-time low.

Through tear stained eyes,
I mumbled my goodbyes,
You still don't see my pain?
I thought we were strong enough,
But thoughts aren't good enough,
And I just wasn't enough,
For you.

I guess my memories will have to get me through,
The fact that I can't stop loving you.
It's been almost ten months that I haven't seen that smile shine,
By that smile, I don't mean yours, I mean mine.
You laugh and joke with your new found friends,
But you put me out just like the end,
Of a used ciggarette, disposable and replacable,
And now thanks to you, I really doubt that I'm capable,
Of loving another person as fully as you.

So now I'll let you be, I won't bother you once,
But everyone around me knows it's you, the dunce,
That broke me, and took me along for your ride,
The ride where about half of my heart,
Died.