The Answer (Do I Stay? Or Do I Go?)

Every time I see you,
I feel the urge to run away,
But something always stops me,
In the end I always stay.

You are sent from heaven,
To good for my mortal hands,
You are not meant for this earth,
But in my dreams you can,

Make my life worthwhile,
You are so mysterious,
Is this just a game to you?
Or are you really serious?

You are a blessing in disguise,
One day I will break the curse,
That has settled down upon us,
Because nothing can be worse,

Then not hearing your husky voice,
Or feeling your soft touch,
Even through all my of silences,
I've never wanted you so much,

I want my body next to yours,
To feel your summer heat,
To hear the perfection of your voice,
It's never been so sweet.

I can feel you breathing,
As your chest rises and falls,
I can hear the rhythm,
It beckons to me and calls.

But should I really answer it?
Or should I let you go?
Only taking that one step,
Would actually let me know,

If you and I were meant to be,
Or if this is just a dream,
Then reality settles in,
It's harder then it seems,

Just know I want you to hold me tight,
And never let me go,
Yet I never do anything about it,
I wish it wasn't so.

Then the edges begin to blur,
I snap out of my daze,
To see you standing in front of me,
In my groggy haze.

I want to take that one step,
But silence clings to my lips,
All I can ever think about
Is the sweetness of your kiss,

Do i stay? Or do I go?
I guess only time will tell,
Whether it is or not,
I will finally break the spell.