I Don't Believe in Love

Once again
I lie in bed
Clutching my pillow
Holding it tight
Wishing it were you.

I cry, but I hold in every sob.
No one's listening, though.
No one's caring.

I remember when you'd be my hero.
I remember when you wiped my tears
instead of causing them.

When I used to be beautiful,
I used to be smart,
I used to be worth dying for.

And now you say I'm disgusting,
I'm annoying and stupid,
I'm worthless and I should go ahead and die.

You want nothing to do with me.

I don't believe anything you used to say to me.
I don't believe you ever cared.
I don't believe I can fight any longer.
I don't believe in love anymore.