Bruised

I'm looking at you
And all I know is that you're different.

How can someone who was once so heartbroken
who was once so strong
who was once so angelic
cause my pain and suffering
fight me so weakly
emerge into this demon?

You promised me forever.
I believed you and I shouldn't have.
I fell in love with you
and I still am, but you're so indifferent.

I want to hate you, but that is not me.
I don't deserve this.
I warned you. You were my last hope.
And now my hope is gone.