My thoughts are all of you

Why do I react this way?
and feel like i'm insane,
I can guarantee to you,
these feelings aren't mundane.

You've got a lot of things I said,
I did not want to find,
but they make you who you are,
and Im thankful I see that, and are not blind.

I want to youch you when I see you,
but I know its not allowed,
and if I sense that you are close,
I search for you in every crowd.

I regret my shyness,
and coming off so plain,
I will try to be myself some more,
when I get to see you again.

So give me a chance,
to show you the real me,
and hopefully you'll realise,
that I can make you happy.